LITTLE POEM TO KEEP ME ALIVE AT THE MOMENT

FALL

HOW DO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH A PERSON WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE WAY CERTAIN THINGS MAKE YOU HAPPY.

HOW DO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH A PERSON WHO HAS YET TO MEMORIZE EVERY SCAR, BONE, MOVEMENT OF YOUR BODY.

THE WAY YOUR SMILE FORMS INTO A CRESCENT MOON, THE WAY YOU BITE YOUR LIP TO KEEP FROM THROWING YOUR HEAD INTO THE CLOUDS LAUGHING.

HOW DO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO HASN'T FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU?

-DA

SUNDAY POETRY

HER

SHE ATTRACTED YOU WITH THE SWEETNESS SHE SEEMED TO HOLD

ENTICING IN FACT

IT CALLED YOU IN FOR MORE.

HER SMILE HELD A POWER YOU COULDN'T RESIST

BUT HER EYES HELD WORDS UNSPOKEN

SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE

MYSTERIOUS IN A SENSE

THAT WAS THE MOST ENDEARING

IT CALLED ME IN TO READ HER MIND

ONCE I GOT TO KNOW HER I REALIZED HER THROAT HAD BEEN CONGESTED WITH THE WORDS SHE WASN'T ALLOWED TO SPEAK

HER WORDS THEN SEEMED TO BREAK OUT AND BRING WARMTH UPON MY SKIN.

HER HEARTS BEATING RHYTHM WAS HOME TO ME.

THE SKIN THAT RAN ALONG HER CURVES WAS THE AIR I BREATHED EVERYDAY.

HER MIND WAS THE MAP I WANTED TO TRAVEL

AND I SET MY JOURNEY FORTH

I NEVER KNEW THAT I'D FIND MYSELF WITHIN THAT JOURNEY

SHE WAS MY JOURNEY.

-DA

BODY POSITIVITY

We currently live in a world where, putting others down is popularity and putting yourself down has become the new self love.  No lovelies. We need body positivity in this world.  Fall in love with your body and face because trust me, I know it's damn beautiful.  Never put yourself down.  Everyone is different and everyone has flaws, no one is perfect, perfection is an idea created by the media using machines and technology, that isn't man made. Fall in love with you skin color, your height, the shape of your body, whether you have curves or not, whether you have one too many freckles or no freckles at all, your course hair that is difficult to tame, or your flat hair, its all damn beautiful and wonderful. No one can tell you you aren't beautiful enough, and you can't ever believe you aren't because regardless of what you may or may not like, there will be someone who loves all of you, every highlight of your personality to every dark corner of your soul.  But first you must learn to love yourself because you are what's most important, always.  You come first no matter what. Love who you are becuase you only have this body, this home, this temple. You will be much more happy once you fall in love with the most beautiful creation ever made, you. This will bring happier days and happier moments. Got a part of your body you don't like? Don't hide it, show it off, show what you got, own it. There's nothing more beautiful than confidence, in any person, regardless of gender. 

One other important thing. LOVE OTHERS and never ever ever put them down.  Just like yourself many are also struggling to love every single aspect of their body.  Love others and show them that together we can fight this bully and harassment because that's not the job of human.  We must come together and show kindness. Kindness is what makes the world go round because if we lift each other up instead of putting them down, we can accomplish much more.
XOXO Dee

Forgotten - A Poem

"I'm homesick for your arms.

But you've already forgotten my touch. 

I can replay your smile and your laugh over and over again as if my memories are a broken record.

My mind drifts to the way your smile curves into a crescent smirk whenever you got a little playful at night.

My eyelids close shut and I can't help but remember the way you tousled your hair when you got nervous. 

I remember I used to make you nervous.

But now you can't even remember the sound of my voice.

I remember the way your eyes crinkle in the corner every time you throw your head back laughing. Your mind too high to remember my face.

the blue moon comes up and i see your green eyes.

I remember the little tiny parts of your character you never seemed to like.

but you can't even remember my name anymore."

- Dee 

(I decided to start putting my writing out more and here is a simple poem I made a couple days ago. I hope you enjoy. I'll be posting more of my writing on here)

Thank you for reading and I hope you all have a great day. ily x a mil

Some Advice ♥

Hello & Good morning all you beautiful people!! How are you all this fine morning. I apologize for not being on for some time, I have been dealing with some personal issues but I think its all better now. I got my iced coffee in one hand and laptop in the other with some good music playing.  Its a gloomy day out (my favorite) and life couldn't seem more perfect.
Well recently I had a friend come to me about some boy problems, and since I couldn't find much words to help her then, I felt I should find them now. I know what it's like to love someone and not be able to let go of them, no matter how much damage has been done or how much hurt they've brought you. It's an inexplicable thing, love, but it can also bring you much joy a joy that radiates off to those around you and makes you feel warm, even on the coldest days.  Love becomes a pillow to rest your head on. A blanket to keep you warm, a shelter to keep you safe. Love can be many of things, but it can also be the one to shatter you to pieces. I know because I've experienced it. I was young, yes, and I was told that I couldn't  possibly love at that age, but they were wrong. Loving someone is willing to let go of everything for the other half. Loving someone is willing to break yourself in order to fill in their missing pieces. and that's exactly what I did. Breaking yourself, and becoming vulnerable to that person, giving them the power to leave you a scattered mess. Someone once told me that I sound like some one that's been hurt over and over again and I've also been told that I speak like I've been broken. I have been, but you know what, I built myself back up again and twice as better this time. This is for all those who have lost someone, or have been hurt. I know it hurts and missing them is being sucked into an ocean of waves and not being able to grasp air. But I promise you, one day you'll be able to say their name and not hurt anymore. You'll be able to love again and put your faith in one other. It will take time and you'll be rushed back into clouds of despair but soon you'll be happy, I know because I'm v happy. This is me, the broken girl who had nothing left to loose at one point, telling you that one day you'll find someone who makes you look forward to a new tomorrow and loves even the darkest corners of your soul. This is also me telling you that you, and only you can fix yourself and be the best you can possibly be, don't ever be held back by a glass ceiling  be strong because I know you are of the strongest and I believe in you. You are the best you around and never will you ever need someone else to tell you that, and neither will you need someone to know you are worth something. You always have been, are and will always be worth the most. You, it's all in you, loves yourself baby and love the forth comings in your life, they will be great. Life doesn't end at one relationship, whether friends or boys or girls, life keeps going with you and life carries you through a roller coaster, but hold tight because you will want to go on this ride.  Always remember that you have people who love you all around and they care, they do. I care. Always remember to love those around you, no one really knows what the others are going through.
I'm sorry for such a long post, i just had to put some thoughts out there.
With love, XOXO Dee

You are Important

Hello Loves, how are you this beautiful cloudy day ? I just have such a love for the cold and cloudy days. they are the most beautiful to me. the way the clouds seem to express this sad feelings makes me believe
that we all have good and bad days, even the wonders of nature, and we should be like the sky. have gloomy days yet all have some rays of sunshine fighting to peer out.
Well today my mind was so away from school and all my friends, it was so stuck on the idea of life for some reason.  I thought it was an important topic to talk about.  I mean the beautiful aspects of life and even the bad ones. Last night on tumblr I found a blog about depression and suicide.  The blog was in fact cute, very encouraging to those with mental issues and the problems they must deal with.   but i also found it quite sad how many people there are out there, people my age, that suffer from depression. Though I know its not an easy topic and I know someone just cant tell you that it'll get better, and it will.  But i found its so important to reach out to those people.  I personally found the blog touching yet saddening because it brought back some old memories but it also makes me kind of happy knowing of how far ive come.  It should always be a thought in everyone's mind to take some time and think that everyone around you is fighting their own battle, some they might not be able to handle.  It must always be important to be humble and most importantly kind because you might save that person one day. No one ever really knows whats going on inside the minds of others and though you might be having a god day, others might not. So always make sure to try and share your ray of sunshine to those around you.  It will make someones day soon enough.  Life is a complicated concept that we may never fully understand but day by day, as we grown, we learn so much about it.  And i hope day all can figure out and truly believe that we all do belong on this earth and we have a purpose.  Know every single one of you is so damn important in this world.
XOXO Dee

Goals

"Keep up with my blog" - I found blogging very fun and interesting and I hope to keep up with my blog and keep it in great shape. Ill treat this as my new, more technological journal and make sure to write almost every other day, 

"Be a little healthier" - I know most of us say one resolution is to be healthy but then don't really keep up with it (GUILTY) but I do plan to change my lifestyle a bit and hopefully you'll be there with me through the journey.

"Read more books" - Books are not my strongest suit unless I find a book that just completely calls my name. But I do want to read some more books and share my wonders.

"Keep up with my Journal" - Though I did just start blogging, I have had a journal for the longest time, yet barely had time to write in it.  But I do plan to keep up with it, even share some of my writing here with you.

"SPREAD POSITIVITY" -Though I know I cant do it all, I know I can start small and I can start somewhere.  I want to start at school and I will be sharing my happenings on here. 

Good morning my loves, just a morning post to get my Sunday started. Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day.♥

Question: What are some of your goals? 

Any good reads to recommend?